I'm still taking the break, I just decided I needed to put some stuff up here so people won't worry.
I'm in a better mood today, but I know that I made the right decision in taking the break. But that last post was kinda abrupt, and I left some stuff unsaid. So I wrote this.
I'm seeing a Psychologist, and it's going great. I think he can really help me. Also, he's checking to make sure my medication's right.
With school, I'm leaving secondary because it's just not working. But don't worry, I'm going to attend a program at the BOP Polytechnic (where I wanna do my fashion degree) that will give me the equivalency of this year, and the ability to go for that degree.
So, yeah. This isn't goodbye. I'll be on to post if something big happens, but at the moment I really just can't do this whole thing like I have been recently. So like I said, it's not goodbye, just
Laters,
Joshua.
PS: thanks to new follower goleftatthefork, even though you may have picked a bad time to start following me
PPS: The song title is Lady Gaga. The Fame is one of my favourite albums of last year.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Monday, March 30, 2009
Chasing Cars
Snow Patrol is the shiznit.
So, I dunno. I feel kinda, bleh.
Like how this box would feel, if boxes could feel stuff.
This used to be fun, but I dunno. At the moment I just can't deal with me. I'm sick and tired of talking about me. It may not come across that way all the time, but I don't actually like me much.
So I'ma take a break from blogging and shiz for a bit, but I will be back, and I'm not taking anything down.
And I will be anonymously and silently watching (stalking) you all that I currently read/watch (stalk).
When I get back, I'll pick a winner of that t-shirt contest, so get those entries in. At the moment AJ will win, 'cause no-one else has entered (epic comp fail).
I dunno, maybe my meds are fucking with my head or something. But this just doesn't feel right at the moment, so I'm taking a break so I can come back refreshed and renewed.
Love you all,
Laters,
Joshua.
PS: Box pic borrowed (stolen) from failblog.org. If they tell me to take it down, I will.
PPS: I probably won't be on MSN either, but I might every now and then. I will check e-mail still, just don't expect me to answer back quickly (and by quickly, I mean like within a week or so).
PPPS: I may still put those car pics up at some point, if I get bored.
PPPPS: Did I mention I love you all?
So, I dunno. I feel kinda, bleh.
Like how this box would feel, if boxes could feel stuff.
This used to be fun, but I dunno. At the moment I just can't deal with me. I'm sick and tired of talking about me. It may not come across that way all the time, but I don't actually like me much.
So I'ma take a break from blogging and shiz for a bit, but I will be back, and I'm not taking anything down.
And I will be anonymously and silently watching (stalking) you all that I currently read/watch (stalk).
When I get back, I'll pick a winner of that t-shirt contest, so get those entries in. At the moment AJ will win, 'cause no-one else has entered (epic comp fail).
I dunno, maybe my meds are fucking with my head or something. But this just doesn't feel right at the moment, so I'm taking a break so I can come back refreshed and renewed.
Love you all,
Laters,
Joshua.
PS: Box pic borrowed (stolen) from failblog.org. If they tell me to take it down, I will.
PPS: I probably won't be on MSN either, but I might every now and then. I will check e-mail still, just don't expect me to answer back quickly (and by quickly, I mean like within a week or so).
PPPS: I may still put those car pics up at some point, if I get bored.
PPPPS: Did I mention I love you all?
Sunday, March 29, 2009
OMFGG!
Gossip Girl Soundtrack FTW!
Okay, so I said I would post a competition tomorrow on Thursday's post, but I forgot, so I'm putting it up now.
T-shirt Competition!
I'm lazy, and can't be bothered thinking of new t-shirt ideas. So, give me some! Comment or email me ideas, and I'll pick a few I like, then put them in a poll. The winning idea gets made.
I went to the Beach Hop on Saturday, so I have pics I'll be posting this week, if I ever manage to upload them to the computer (but only of cars, didn't get any of boys sorry).
Laters,
Joshua.
Okay, so I said I would post a competition tomorrow on Thursday's post, but I forgot, so I'm putting it up now.
T-shirt Competition!
I'm lazy, and can't be bothered thinking of new t-shirt ideas. So, give me some! Comment or email me ideas, and I'll pick a few I like, then put them in a poll. The winning idea gets made.
I went to the Beach Hop on Saturday, so I have pics I'll be posting this week, if I ever manage to upload them to the computer (but only of cars, didn't get any of boys sorry).
Laters,
Joshua.
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Famous Last Words
Yes, I'm listening to MCR. Deal with it.
So, I opened a t-shirt store. At the moment there's only one there, 'cause I cbf'ed making more yet, and the prices are in USD (it was either USD or CAD. I chose USD). I know they're kinda high, but I'm not making any money from this, I left it at base price without adding a commission (because I'm cool like that).
It's called Joshua's Shirts, but I may also put some stuff on from the available line of accessories. I'm putting a link in the sidebar.
At the moment you can go there and buy your very own Team Mirrorboy fan shirt. Get them before they sell out! Although they aren't limited, so they won't. But whatever.
Oh, some people were confused by how I said I had big news, then there was just that little post where I didn't actually mention what it was. I was gonna be doing this course thing, but I'm not now, so yeah.
I'll catch you cats on the flip flop.
Laters,
Joshua.
PS: tomorrow if I remember I'll announce my very first ever blog competition. Yay!
PPS: second version of shirt added 'cause Seth requested it ;).
So, I opened a t-shirt store. At the moment there's only one there, 'cause I cbf'ed making more yet, and the prices are in USD (it was either USD or CAD. I chose USD). I know they're kinda high, but I'm not making any money from this, I left it at base price without adding a commission (because I'm cool like that).
It's called Joshua's Shirts, but I may also put some stuff on from the available line of accessories. I'm putting a link in the sidebar.
At the moment you can go there and buy your very own Team Mirrorboy fan shirt. Get them before they sell out! Although they aren't limited, so they won't. But whatever.
Oh, some people were confused by how I said I had big news, then there was just that little post where I didn't actually mention what it was. I was gonna be doing this course thing, but I'm not now, so yeah.
I'll catch you cats on the flip flop.
Laters,
Joshua.
PS: tomorrow if I remember I'll announce my very first ever blog competition. Yay!
PPS: second version of shirt added 'cause Seth requested it ;).
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Urban Dictionary Scares Me Sometimes
Glomosexual : a girl who uses glowsticks as dildos.
alicia got off whenever she looked at a glowstick, because she was glomosexual.
WTF?
Laters,
Joshua.
PS: Thanks to new follower michaelluke.
PPS: If you haven't already, go to Mirrorboy's blog
alicia got off whenever she looked at a glowstick, because she was glomosexual.
WTF?
Laters,
Joshua.
PS: Thanks to new follower michaelluke.
PPS: If you haven't already, go to Mirrorboy's blog
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Big News
I learned to play eight-ball today! Okay, so that wasn't my big news, but that isn't happening, so whatevs.
Laters,
Joshua.
Laters,
Joshua.
Monday, March 23, 2009
Just A Quickie...
...In the back seat of a car!
Not.
I wish lol.
So, I really don't have anything to post about.
That I can be bothered posting about tonight, that is.
Oh, I wanna say a huge thank you to Jake and Mirrorboy, for starting that huge group chat a while back, 'cause I probably wouldn't of talked to Peter, or PoisonedHappiness from Into the wasted hush of hearts, and he's awesome (hyperlinkage ftw!).
In me land (my favourite place to talk about naturally), I have news.
But I'm gonna wait till tomorrow to tell you all. 'Cause I'll have even more to say about it.
Laters,
Joshua.
Not.
I wish lol.
So, I really don't have anything to post about.
That I can be bothered posting about tonight, that is.
Oh, I wanna say a huge thank you to Jake and Mirrorboy, for starting that huge group chat a while back, 'cause I probably wouldn't of talked to Peter, or PoisonedHappiness from Into the wasted hush of hearts, and he's awesome (hyperlinkage ftw!).
In me land (my favourite place to talk about naturally), I have news.
But I'm gonna wait till tomorrow to tell you all. 'Cause I'll have even more to say about it.
Laters,
Joshua.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
Heart And Soul
Okay, so the title's another song, but this time I really don't have any reason to use it. I just felt like it. 'Cause T'Pau is kickass (or at least this song of theirs).
So, the randomest thing just happened. I was listening to the radio, and an Akon song came on. I have nothing against him, I usually just find his voice intensely irritating. But as I was listening to it, it was like, omfg, I have finally reached the point where his voice no longer annoys me to the degree that I feel I need to throw something at my radio just to shut him up. I can now actually enjoy his music.
On a completely different note, I don't know if anyone noticed, but in my sidebar there are links to the YouTube channels I watch. I highly reccomend you go and watch all of them. They're below my blog links.
I finally took down my old poll. I put in a new one asking if peple like the song 'I Don't Like Mondays' by The Boomtown Rats. I love the piano intro on this song. And it's delightfully upbeat, especially considering the subject material. If you don't wanna be lame and answer that you don't know it, look it up on YouTube. Otherwise, you can just be lazy 'cause I put an option for not knowing it.
I better post this without adding any more in, my battery's dieing on my laptop.
Laters,
Joshua.
So, the randomest thing just happened. I was listening to the radio, and an Akon song came on. I have nothing against him, I usually just find his voice intensely irritating. But as I was listening to it, it was like, omfg, I have finally reached the point where his voice no longer annoys me to the degree that I feel I need to throw something at my radio just to shut him up. I can now actually enjoy his music.
On a completely different note, I don't know if anyone noticed, but in my sidebar there are links to the YouTube channels I watch. I highly reccomend you go and watch all of them. They're below my blog links.
I finally took down my old poll. I put in a new one asking if peple like the song 'I Don't Like Mondays' by The Boomtown Rats. I love the piano intro on this song. And it's delightfully upbeat, especially considering the subject material. If you don't wanna be lame and answer that you don't know it, look it up on YouTube. Otherwise, you can just be lazy 'cause I put an option for not knowing it.
I better post this without adding any more in, my battery's dieing on my laptop.
Laters,
Joshua.
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
Mad As Rabbits
*Gasp*! It's not the weekend! And I'm on the computer! Yay!
I managed to convince my mum to let me on a bit more often.
So, I went to the doctors today, so I could get referred to a counselor ('cause if I do it that way the government pays for it) , and I know now why doctors are always running late. They start late! I had an appointment for 8am, the earliest, first appointment that they have, and I wasn't seen till 8:15 by the clock in the waiting room/foyer. But anywho, basically the doctor has referred me to a counselor, and given me some drugs so I can go to school until the counseling sorts out my 'issues'.
Oh, and thank you so much to all you people who've been supporting me while I've been dealing (or trying to) with this crap.
Jake and Mboy started a great new blog of boypics, if you haven't checked it out yet, it's called Secret Project (Yay, I finally managed to figure out how to hyperlink lol), and the boys are yummy.
Mirrorboy also has a new blog called Mirrorboy's Words Of Win (Yay, another link), and it's all about his writing. He's posted an excerpt from his novel he's writing, and it's really good.
I was gonna write something else, but I can't remember what. Oh well.
Laters,
Joshua.
Ooh, its an Update: lols, I forgot to plug the band whose song I used for the title. It's by Panic At The Disco.
I managed to convince my mum to let me on a bit more often.
So, I went to the doctors today, so I could get referred to a counselor ('cause if I do it that way the government pays for it) , and I know now why doctors are always running late. They start late! I had an appointment for 8am, the earliest, first appointment that they have, and I wasn't seen till 8:15 by the clock in the waiting room/foyer. But anywho, basically the doctor has referred me to a counselor, and given me some drugs so I can go to school until the counseling sorts out my 'issues'.
Oh, and thank you so much to all you people who've been supporting me while I've been dealing (or trying to) with this crap.
Jake and Mboy started a great new blog of boypics, if you haven't checked it out yet, it's called Secret Project (Yay, I finally managed to figure out how to hyperlink lol), and the boys are yummy.
Mirrorboy also has a new blog called Mirrorboy's Words Of Win (Yay, another link), and it's all about his writing. He's posted an excerpt from his novel he's writing, and it's really good.
I was gonna write something else, but I can't remember what. Oh well.
Laters,
Joshua.
Ooh, its an Update: lols, I forgot to plug the band whose song I used for the title. It's by Panic At The Disco.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Pretty Vacant
Okay, so I was looking through the songs on Music From The OC Mix 6 ('cause I just got it today), and I came across one of the most random covers I have ever seen (I love The OC mixes, that show always had great music). Pretty Vacant by British punk band the Sex Pistols, has now been covered by the wonderful Lady Sovereign. I haven't heard much of her music, but the Sex Pistols are definately not the first band I would compare her to.
Doncha just love short posts about nothing in particular?
Laters,
Joshua.
Doncha just love short posts about nothing in particular?
Laters,
Joshua.
Saturday, March 7, 2009
I'm Not Dead!
(I apologize in advance for any and all rambling incoherence).
So, it's been almost two weeks since my last post. I'm sorry to everyone that reads this, but my Mum hasn't let me on the computer for like a week. Also, It's likely I'm only gonna be able to use it on the weekends, so I'm sorry, I would love to post more frequently than that, but I probably won't be able to.
Things have really not been great lately. Basically, I haven't been to school in two weeks. I've tried, and failed. Again. I've been having anxiety attacks when I try to go. And what's really great about this is that this is the last year I need to get into the tech course I wanna do, and even on my second try I still can't do it (third if you count my attempt at correspondence school last year too). I really wanna go back, but I just can't at the moment. I feel ready to be past this. I'm so over high school, and being a student. I wanna get out there and work, but my job prospects are terrible with no qualifications.
Oh, and I'll only be posting weekends because my mum decided that if I'm not going to school, then I can't use the laptop (This was back when I wasn't trying to go and having anxiety attacks). But, she decided that she doesn't really wanna punish me for having anxiety attacks, I kinda should be able to use it. But because she wants to "follow through with what she said", I'm only allowed to use it on weekends.
I shaved yesterday. Down there. I have the prickliest regrowth, it's driving me nuts (lmao. Pun intended). I also have these small cuts just above my shaft, and my underwear waistband hurts them (yes, I dress sluttily with my waistband that low).
Anywho, I can't be bothered writing anymore.
Laters,
Joshua.
So, it's been almost two weeks since my last post. I'm sorry to everyone that reads this, but my Mum hasn't let me on the computer for like a week. Also, It's likely I'm only gonna be able to use it on the weekends, so I'm sorry, I would love to post more frequently than that, but I probably won't be able to.
Things have really not been great lately. Basically, I haven't been to school in two weeks. I've tried, and failed. Again. I've been having anxiety attacks when I try to go. And what's really great about this is that this is the last year I need to get into the tech course I wanna do, and even on my second try I still can't do it (third if you count my attempt at correspondence school last year too). I really wanna go back, but I just can't at the moment. I feel ready to be past this. I'm so over high school, and being a student. I wanna get out there and work, but my job prospects are terrible with no qualifications.
Oh, and I'll only be posting weekends because my mum decided that if I'm not going to school, then I can't use the laptop (This was back when I wasn't trying to go and having anxiety attacks). But, she decided that she doesn't really wanna punish me for having anxiety attacks, I kinda should be able to use it. But because she wants to "follow through with what she said", I'm only allowed to use it on weekends.
I shaved yesterday. Down there. I have the prickliest regrowth, it's driving me nuts (lmao. Pun intended). I also have these small cuts just above my shaft, and my underwear waistband hurts them (yes, I dress sluttily with my waistband that low).
Anywho, I can't be bothered writing anymore.
Laters,
Joshua.
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